I took a quick break from this tumblr to focus on work and making plans for my birthday this Friday.

One amazing thing that’s happened in the time since then: We’ve set a date for me to go visit Sir and Pet. ♡ August 24. It’ll be my first time meeting Sir in person…It fills me with so many emotions. I’m ecstatic and nervous and eager.

I used to be afraid of physical intimacy, and on some level it still intimidates me, especially when my prospective partner is a man. But I can’t wait to feel that electric current when he first touches me, the goosebumps rising on my skin in anticipation.

And I can’t wait to see him and Pet together in person. They have such amazing chemistry and I want to see how I fit into that equation.

37 days…It seems like such a long time from now. I don’t want to have to wait this long to see them.