Anonymous asked: Im sure your (ex) gf knows how much you still love her. That read more was beautiful.
[[MORE]]I miss you. I miss you. I want to hold you. I miss laughing with you. I miss lying with you and not needing any words. I miss knowing you were there, even if you were silent. I miss the idea of what we could have had, and I miss believing it was possible. I hate feeling so selfish for not being able to accept anything other than that.
Anonymous asked: Why don't you love Sir? It seems like you two were never really together.
Anonymous asked: Why did you modify your description? What about your relationship?
I’ve been putting off writing about this for the past couple of days, but I feel like I have to verbalize my feelings somehow and this seems like the best way to do it. If you have any questions about what’s going on with my relationship with Pet and Sir, this may give you some answers as well. Essentially, I don’t feel I’m emotionally stable enough to handle a...
Stoya™: Not-cool things to do, bro... Part 1 →
stoya: I can actually remember every time a person at a convention or trade show has touched me inappropriately. My first year at the Venus Fair in Berlin there was a man who shoved two of his fingers into my panty-covered vagina. It was really fast, like he was standing there one second and the next I… In case you needed more reasons to love Stoya…
Anonymous asked: Different anon. What about STD's? Also, aren't you way younger than Sir? That's creepy, no offense.
fireinafarawayplace asked: I'd like to add that I get tested every January. Even if you're not changing sexual partners that often, it's ALWAYS a good idea. It doesn't hurt.
Anonymous asked: None of my busines i know but you guys used protection or you dont really care for that kinda staff
I got back from visiting Pet and Sir in Maryland almost a week ago. Part of the reason I’ve put off writing about it (aside from being ridiculously busy with classes) is because I don’t want to think about the fact that I probably won’t be able to see them again for at least 2 months. Being with them was blissful. When I got off the plane and saw Sir, it didn’t feel like we...
I had a mini meltdown today. I’ve been texting Sir all day and we’ve been examining what exactly we both want out of our relationship…Mostly I’ve been trying to figure out whether I’m ready for a 24/7 Dom/sub relationship. I love being dominated sexually. The vanilla sex I’ve had doesn’t begin to compare to even the first few times Sir dominated me over...
fireinafarawayplace asked: I want you.
Ask me things, lovely followers?
I’ll answer anything & everything.
So due to my being bad at directions and my cell phone service deciding to not let me send or receive texts or calls for about 30 minutes, I didn’t get to see Pet & Sir today…I guess I have to wait until August 24. :/ They were less than five minutes away from where I was and I didn’t find out until they had already left. Excuse me while I curl up in a dark corner and die.
Bad ideas #92: Looking through the cinnamon bun tag while extremely hungry and horny. Horngry.
Also. . .
In four days I get to see Pet and Sir! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
I’ve basically been miserable for the past two days. Finally went to the doctor yesterday and found out I have strep throat. (Surprise, surprise. Pretty sure I get it at least once every other month or so.) I’m on antibiotics now, so hopefully I’ll be better soon, but last night and today I’ve been just. terrible. I’ve pretty much been living on warm milk and...
fireinafarawayplace: Work is unbearable. At Master’s command, she’s spent the last couple hours with her Ben-wa Balls inside of her. They feel so good moving around as she walks. She’s so turned on that she doesn’t trust herself to take them out. Sometimes, she clenches on instinct, trying to prevent them for slipping out. It’s dangerous to do that though. That creates waves of pleasure...
Also I’ve been sick for the past 3 or 4 days. Someone should bring me some tea and soup. ; ___; I just really want that and some cold medicine and an orgasm
My mind is on my lovers all day while I’m at work. When I bend over to grab something for a customer I become acutely aware of the ben wa balls, and when I straighten back up I can feel a blush creeping into my cheeks, which I hope they don’t notice. Three times I have the chance to slip off to the restroom, where I lock myself into a stall and tease myself, like Sir has instructed....
Had a call from Sir and Pet earlier. I got to hear what Pet sounded like utterly broken, when it was nearly impossible for her to be coherent enough to even say “Yes, Master.” She sounded so lost in the ecstasy, like she was pure primal lust. I touched myself with both hands listening to her moans and gasps, the balls still inside me, and Sir took me closer to the edge of orgasm than...
I’m not even always consciously aware of the balls inside me. When I’ve just put them in and there’s this heaviness between my legs like they’re going to slip out, then I obviously can’t ignore them; but when I’ve been sitting or lying down for a while and they’ve settled into a more comfortable position it’s easy to forget they’re there. Until...
Using my Nook to post atm because my computer isn’t cooperating. This thing is terrible for typing, so I’m going to keep today’s update brief. I’m being punished by Sir for being a horrible procrastinator. The length of the punishment matches the number of days I kept him waiting. So it’s nine days of: - Keeping ben wa balls in every waking moment - Teasing myself...